welcome home 2014 for 4th times

Assalamualaikum ..

 hi semua.hmm..tak sangka aku dapat balik lagi..syukur alhamdulillah.tapi sebenarnya..i HATE being together with CUTI.coz?its just only makes me sick.sick of MUROJAAH!aduhhh..cabaran dirumah la katakan..

kalau iman kuat tak pa gak.ni ..iman pun setipis kulit bawang putih.aduhhh...Ya Allah.i wont make it in time ne..even bnyk masa kat rumah tapi aku bazirkan dengan tonton drama korea.Arghh!!!pic cha soe,kina?!rasa best tonton Kim Hyun Joong berlakon..jadi gila kejaptgk muka poyo and m'yampah dia tu..aduhh..mcm mana ni?mcm mana nak berjaya kalau asyik buang masa??aduhhh budak2 zaman sekarang ni..nilah perangai.kalau dah ada internet depan mata..mata takkan lepas dari hadap benda tak guna ni..hmmm..im speecchless..

hmmm..i hate HOLIDAY.please..please..give me KHATAM then kalau nak cuti 7 kali setaun pun aku tak kisah dah..tak mau dah cuti.tak ada apa yg best..aku banyak bazir masa.Ya Allah..aku tak nak lalai..tapi..syaitan,nafsu dan qarinku...menggoda diriku..huhuhu...kalau kat sekolah ,im free to do what i want..i chose the path that i want to and tried to mujahadah for al-Furqan..huh!Ya Allah,would there have a chance for me to be successful Hafizah?that hamilul Quran and be sahabat with Quran?

im going crazy with this!!!umma!!i dont to be a worse person.u really hoped this useless kid to be a hafizah solehah..but can i??huh!i guess....ummm...can't...huh!

umma..samishi katta des!!can..can u fly here to give a warmth talk to your 8th kid??umma..bogoshipposyoyo!i want ur warm hug to burn stress from my soul..without u,i losing ahalf of spirite..without havent seen u this few months..makes me much thinking..have u redha with me?with my attitude?with what haven i did to you??umma..im sooooooooooo sad..come to me..baraba..hhmmm..

oh!the day i reached my sahabat's house,that night...Alhamdulillah...i've learn a new things..that's hmm...Roller bladder..(umph x tau la nk spell mcm mana)

umma..i'll try my best to reach what u want and what i need in this world..dunya wal akhirahh..aku pernah rasa give up dlm menghafal..bukan pernah tp hmmm....bnyk kali..aku ni jenis pompuan yg tak da courage..huh!ottokeyo?thats my real self..and someone said to me..that makes me noticed something..

"apa yang akak ckp ni?Al-Quran is the most biggest in the world."

yeah.thats right what she said..and i think so too.tergamam masa tu.hahaha..mcm org dungu pulak tak tau..adeehh..Sham,kumao..

coz what?coz Al'Quran is the most important,most BERAT than anything..hmm...kalau dah hafal..jgn harap boleh lepaskan dia..kalau dah bercinta dengan dia jgn harap tak kawen..mmng kene pegang betul2 ,n kuat2..jgn bagi lepas..hmmm..itulah ..kalau dah bersahabat dengan al-Quran..bagi sape2 yg menghafal tu..jagalah al-Quran tu bagus2 arr..dont leave it..dont hate it,always remember it..sehari kau tinggalkan dia,seminggu dia merajuk..thats it.mcm couple..couple halal dengan al-Quran.Subhanallah!semua dalam kekuasaanMu.Astagfirullah....i've always doing like that to my couple halal..huh...

setakat ni..boleh dikira berapa kali aku mengulang..dear my sahabat hafiz/hafizah  quran..ketahuilah..Al-Quran akan binasakan kita kalau kita tak jaga dia..hmm...

take this story for PERINGATAN buat kita semua..

ada seorang yg menghafal quran..dia kena sopak.jumpa doktor,doktor kata penyakit biasa2 je.bnyk lah dia jumpa demi nak sembuhkan...last2 ni sorang ustaz tnya kat dia 

"Dah berapa lama kamu tinggalkan al-Quran?" tanya je mcm tu..hmm...dah agaklah kan jawapannya apa..Dah lama..rupa2nya lepas dia kawen..dia tak pernah mengulang dah..Astagfirullah..nauzubillah min zalik..jadi,kept Quran as soul partner,teman hidupsemati,dont LEAVE it just like that even you'd just got memorize 1 JUZUK.orite??

if there's typo,chusung hamnida.if there's broken BI,chusung hamnida.

FROM ME,WHAT I SAY I REALLY MEAN THAT AND THATS FOR MYSELF TOO..

wassalam.