Wanna drunk

Peace be upon you.

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Hujan setia menitik-nitik diluar rumah.Masih bekerja.Setia menaati Tuhan yang menciptanya.

Dan aku...disini.

Terbaring lesu.
Masih tercari-cari idea.
Idea apa?

Serius aku pon tatau la.
*breath hard*

Jumping into this problems.
Trouble is a friend.
Like Lenka said.

Yeah.It is.

Seringkali....
Meratapi....
Tapi....
Sampai bila?

Sampai bila?
Bilakah?
Akan keluar dari kemelut problema?

*arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

Dem.dem.dem.

Hati menangis.
Syahdu.
Hanya kedengaran pada Pendengaran yang Maha Pemberi Pendengaran.

Blank.my mind.
Like a white canvas.
Nothing can be spill.
Nothing can be scribble.
Nothing can be chalking.
Nothing
And nothing.

I'm empty.
Only me that feels it.
No one can understands.
No one.
No one.
Else.
Except God.

Truly understanding myself.
Yet I dont.

I wanna drunk.
By writing.
By eating MnM.
.....................
By sucks into another world.

No one will know.
Yet,they doesn't even want to know.
Who am I to them?
Who are them to me?
It doesn't matter.
We're strangers anyway.

.............................

Once again.
Leave me 'lone.
Suffers sucks into my mind.
Makes me gone mad.
And now....

I am not me.
Yet,I'm there.
In my own soul.

.........................

Trapped somewhere.
Somebody...
Aren't they will help me?
No.
They shouldn't.

.........................

I'M FACE IT.
I will have to fight.
For it.
For my own.
Happiness.

.........................

Cannot help it.
Since,I'm MRS LONELY.

kbai.