Warm Thoughts Makes Me Alive Again

Peace be upon you.
Hi guys.

Alhamdulillah still God gimme a chances to lives the life today.Alhamdulillah.

And to let u know..
My crush is married today.
The afternoon event held there yet i cant go due to the distances.lol.
Barakallahu lakuma wa baraka alaikuma wa jamaah bainakuma fi khair.
Alhamdulillah.again and again.

Told u.
Im very sad.
Yet im happy.

What?what?
Is that weirdo?
Muahahahaaha.

Im feeling excited.
But deep inside..
Painfully.
Meh.

Ok.ok.out of topic.
I dont really care.
Im happy for him and his wife.
Congrats to u two 😊

While im being so foolish towards my plight...
Im getting a new somethings courageous that makes me being positive again.
Well yeah,im searching for that.
Im searching for some motivations to fulfills my heart,mind and soul with a happy thoughts and strong courages.for my little sad life.

Nah...im not sad.
Im just being bored without doing nothing in the home.and im feels my lil sistaas thoughts the same too.even,im just a seven months only doing nothings at home.haha.

Just a moments.
When i scroll and interested in someone's istagram,i stalked her.

Guess what?
Im feeling better and nice to be her stalker bcus her captions towards her picca..mostly makes me wow..!i dunno how to describelaa..but thats makes me thoughts of somethings that..

"Why cant i just be a positive person?"

Yeah.thats it.and plusly,when i heard Syeikh Zainul Asri said the peoples who's are positive will be a successful mankind.while thise are negative will be unsuccessful.

Yeah thats really true.and he told about Imam As-Syafi'ee as a best example to follow.

One day,he hired tailor to sew clothes for him.and the tailor made a differences that the right arm is larger like a jubah Mesir and the left hand vise versa.he looked up at Imam's face.just cool and steady.not like his judgement.and thats make him really shocked.and he did asked.

"Why are u not angry?"

Imam As-Syafi'ee answered.
"This right arm is large so that i can fills it with my kitab and this left arm,Allah gives me a good deeds bcus its a little hard for me to take wudhuk".

That's how positive people thinks.

And i study to be a positive from Imam As-Syafi'ee.not only him,yet from others people too.yeah.i dunno why i thinks these persons inspired me a lot,but there's somethings secrets from them that makes me wanna lead to their paths.a positive leads i mean.

Hurm,thats it...just tell u their names.
........................

Teme Abdullah,Nassuha,Muharikah,Aisyah Syakirah and Aida Azlin.

Yeah.there are them.

Thanks for all your speechs,captions,words,motivations,encouragement and so on.thats so warm voices to me and i really really touched by you all thoughts.thank u so much.even,well i know u'll not read this entry.bcus i know who i am-not a famous one.lol

However,i love you all.thanks for the words.really makes me go strong and move forwards into facing the future.

See u again in the next entry.

....................

Doei.